Gratitude Day 1

Dear Higher Power,

THANK YOU VERY MUCH for giving me
1. My amma and appa whom i love alot
2. Shakthi
3. My brother and darshini
4. My life until now
5. My health
6. My perfect body n its functions: my eyes, my long hair, my voice, my lips, my nose, my eyes, my hands n fingers, my legs n toes... etc
7. My genius brain
8. My education
9. My car
10. My house
11. My best friend, Sarala
12. My gadgets: laptops, mp3, handphone, bonia watches, bonia sunglass
13. My days: yesterday, the day before yesterday, n the past days
14. Dman
15. The telephone calls and the smses
16. The tasty vegetarian nasi goreng by the hotel chef
17. The chance to go to the Kajang Uchi Vinayagar temple
18. The laughter i had earlier with my sllylabus gang ( a great one)
19. The internet i get to post this post (free)
20. The clothes that i wear ( to work and casual)


Today is yet to start.. will update the gratitude later in the evening.. This post is for the previous post.. will update the plan later..

THANK YOU :)

Senthil Vel Kakka Song by Dilip Varman

The moment i hear the song, i fell in love it it. I stil cry whenever i hear this Song.

Lyric:-
Unthan sannithil nan thedi vanthan murugane
Enthan uyirum uruga paduvenne muruganne....

Lord Muruga's Moola Mantra

Om Saum Saravanabava Sreem Hreem Kleem Klaum Saum Namaha

Lord Muruga

Lord Muruga has a special way to do everything.. He has a special way to make everyone happy. He makes my life as well. Nothing significant happen today.
:) Anyway, thank u Lord Muruga. Pls let that 'pharmacy' thing happen..... Will come to ur temple

Two sides of a coin

I've got everything in life, God has given me everything.. but yet im not happy. Why? Let me explain one by one
i) Parents: I have wonderful loving parents, no one can ever have. Despite struggling with financial, my dad n mum raised me n my brother with lots of love, showed us with all the thing we want. My dad still wakes up in the morning, n open the gates for me to go to work. My mum stil makes me food n drink whenever im hungry. They are God's gift that i will treasure for the rest of my life. And now after me, it's my son. My parents are looking after him now, showering him with lots and lots of love......
ii) My son: I love kids and God give me a healthy, handsome, witty one to love and play
ii) Education: God has given me a good brain. Not to brag myself, but i know that i have a good brain. I just registered myself to do my PhD.
iii) Career: I always wanted to be a teacher. N now i am a teacher

Despite all this i dont have a life. I dont have a husband to love me and my son  doesnt have a father.. I have only one request from God. Dear God, pls give me a life...

A statement to remind myself

Go away, find your own love and follow your dreams......

First Post... All about my life

Today, i told myself to start a blog, a thing that ive been postponing for a while. Today is a day, i told myself to look at everything positively.

My life has been in a chaotic situation all this while. ever since i was 18 years old till now, nothing seems to be working right. There are some hapiness involved but mainly there were only sadness and discouragement.
Im 30, a single mother, divorced after 5 months of marriage, working..

This blog will be my journal, a compilation of my life, my dreams and my passions.....